Love Is Blind?

11 years age gap.
I don't know if this is the reason kung bakit kami nagtagal?
I don't know.
Basta ang alam ko, things changed... suddenly.


Let's call him James. An executive in Makati. Cool. Maporma. May dating.


While I'm also working sa same industry where  he's in, bihira na lang kami magkita unlike before.
Kung magkita man kami usually uwian na. We'll meet somewhere then I'll accompany him pauwi.


I don't know if it is the years na tinagal namin or what. Suddenly nawala ang excitement everytime na magkikita kami.
But honestly, I love him. I can't imagine my day without him. I know he loves me too, but not the way I love him.
I don't even expect him to love me more than I have for him... I just want him to stay.


I don't want neither to hold him back nor force him to love me.
I just want the truth... even if it hurts... even it takes a lifetime of healing.